is it supposed to be told on an April Fool??
Just back from a meeting on renting house outside.. I have no idea what to blog actually and intend to skip tomorrow’s morning class coz I won’t dare to go to bath early in the morning..
I’m frustrated.. A future housemate of mine gotta know from her mum that her aunt actually “calculated” that there’s a spirit living in it.. And it wanted so much to show itself to us after we have moved in.. I dunno how will I react when I see it.. Die of heart attack?? Fainted like that?? Who knows?? Deposit had been paid and we don’t know if we can get the refund or not.. A full refund would be best for students like us!! Really hope we can get the money back..
It’s not that this third world’s stuff doesn’t make sense.. I know I haven’t seen things like this before and I don’t want to see it either for all my life I have to live.. I have scared myself after I knew that, in the toilet when I bumped into someone (like she wanted to scare me).. OK!! I’m timid I know!! And the room opposite mine which that I’m living now, is already emptied.. The seniors have moved to other room.. And remembered that I saw 20-30 people in that room and even outside that room?? I dunno whether did I blog it here or just put up in my MSN’s nick.. But it seemed that it’s something related to those dirty stuff since that the college prefer to empty it.. Must have story behind everything rite??
I think I’m OK with the people that I gonna live with in that house although it’s too many of them, but my coursemate is offering me another with a bunch of friends whom I dunno and she said they are nice.. I’m in the dilemma.. I dunno who should I stay with.. Something for sure, I won’t want to live in that house with a stubborn evil spirit that wants to make us “suay” for that 2 years we’ll be living in..
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I haven’t chosen a title for my oral presentation this Wednesday.. Must it be a description which that I’m so lousy in organizing and outlining my speech?? Or it’s up to me to choose those factual ones to make my organisation and outline easier and my life better?? Another dilemma!! *sigh* Life is always complicated even that I wanted to be simple.. Why can’t I always be the care free kiddo?? Why must every baby grows?? Why not I died early?? Why should my life save by the Buddha?? Why?? Is this life?? I’ll still die one day.. *blue*
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